Yesterday, it hit me. Like a ton of bricks, followed by the feeling that I had been run over by a Mac truck, then backed over again with said Mac truck about 14 times.
I was just SPENT. Absolutely burnt. Could barely keep my eyes open. Tired to my core.
I think the last 6 months have done me in. In mostly good ways, but it’s just been an incredibly busy time, with a lot of ‘new’ thrown in, a lot of challenges, both physically and mentally, a shitton of travel and just gogogo.
I clearly need a break. My sister clearly does too.
We ALL need a break sometimes. And sometimes we don’t realize it until that ‘hit-by-a-ton-of-bricks’ moment. I realize how incredibly blessed I am to have an opportunity to truly unWINEd in my self-professed ‘mecca’ for the fourth year in a row. To be able to travel at all. To finally be on my feet financially, after several years of barely making ends meet. This feels like the culmination of this life that I have built from scratch, almost four years ago (FOUR! Incredible.).
In a way, I plan to pay it forward, to honor the mindfulness I pledged this week, to honor the blessing of this opportunity, to embrace un-routine, moments, and wine. Lots and lots of wine.
Sometimes those hit-by-a-ton-of-bricks moments hit you upside the head with yet another reminder…never take for granted, never take lightly what is completely unfeasible for so many people, and to embrace all the good in life, big, small, and everything in between. Because it’s those in-between moments that are almost always the most incredible.
And I urge you…find a way this week to UnWINEd, just a little. Let the mind go, release the pressure you put on yourself and just be.
Cheers friends.

June 26, 2012 at 10:54 am
I won’t even say to enjoy your trip and relax completely b/c I know it’s a given!
June 26, 2012 at 2:51 pm
Totally a given. a MUST!!
June 26, 2012 at 11:08 am
awesome….
June 26, 2012 at 11:27 am
Ton. Of. Bricks. Totally and utterly agree. Needed. Like whoa.
can’t wait to see you, miss you tons — I may even HUG you hehe, even though we don’t do that
June 26, 2012 at 2:51 pm
Totally needed. MORE than whoa-ly. Miss yo too! A hug – gasp, seriously
June 26, 2012 at 11:32 am
I hope you have fun in wine country!! one day we will get to go together : )
and i totally went on a small run last night with Eric! I’ve missed it! my knee is still acting funky so who knows if I’ll be able to train again.
June 26, 2012 at 2:52 pm
One day we will!! I wanna go to Temecula too!! Yay for a run last night!! hope your knee feels better!!
June 26, 2012 at 12:02 pm
Um, yes. I have been in those shoes where the exhaustion and overwhelming feelings just HIT. HARD. Take time and live it up and just let yourself be. You deserve it.
June 26, 2012 at 2:52 pm
Yes! I actually envisioned your blog post a few months back where you were just SPENT and needed to pull back. That’s exactly how I feel!! Thank you, can’t wait!!
June 26, 2012 at 12:25 pm
Oh yes, I know how you feel. I so needed this past weekend. Unwine-ing is good. Have an amazing trip and enjoy!!
June 26, 2012 at 2:53 pm
I hope you can unWINEd too this weekend
XO!
June 26, 2012 at 12:49 pm
Amen. Enjoy your vaca – drink lots of wine and eat ice cream!!
June 26, 2012 at 2:53 pm
WINE and ICE CREAM! YES!!
thanks!
June 26, 2012 at 2:23 pm
So jealous of your trip! I just know you’re going to have a great time unWINEding.
Enjoy!
June 26, 2012 at 2:53 pm
Of course we will! I cannot wait!! XO!
June 26, 2012 at 4:21 pm
woosa! Yes, m’am! You know when I was just in New Orleans the first day you unplug you kind of twitch, but after that it’s soooo relaxing.
Have so much fun:) And take tons of pics!! I need to live vicariously through ya!
June 26, 2012 at 8:50 pm
twitch! LOL! Yes I am sure I might do that a little bit but it will be so worth it
Will def take a shitton of pics!
June 26, 2012 at 8:33 pm
Un-wining sounds perfect. Have a great trip. I’ll try to un-wine myself. I’m sure it won’t be a problem.
June 26, 2012 at 8:51 pm
Please DO un-wind too! We can do so virtually! in fact, I am doing that right now
Cheers!
June 27, 2012 at 5:26 am
Have the best time!! Enjoy:)
July 2, 2012 at 2:16 am
Truly enjoyed every minute!
June 27, 2012 at 9:30 am
Have so much fun my sweet friend. XOXOXO
July 2, 2012 at 2:16 am
Xoxo we really did!!
June 27, 2012 at 4:02 pm
Have the greatest time ever and please send me some virtual cheers! Miss you! XOXO
July 2, 2012 at 2:16 am
Lots of virtual cheers were had. Lots. LOL
June 28, 2012 at 12:26 am
I don’t know what a Mac truck is but I think I know where you’re going with this… lol.
Have a fantastic vacation! If I get a chance to unWINEd this week, I’ll take it! Probably not until the weekend though. I’d like to unWINEd by WINEding myself up with my boyfriend, if you know what I’m saying.
July 2, 2012 at 2:17 am
Haha! Mac truck are those big 18 wheelers
hope you got to unwined! We truly did !
June 28, 2012 at 6:47 am
Have fun unWINEding this weekend! We all hit that wall where we are just done and man doesn’t a vaca feel good!cheers!
July 2, 2012 at 2:18 am
Vaca felt freakkng incredible!! Needed.
June 28, 2012 at 9:44 pm
I hope you’re having a blast! Can’t wait to see all the pics!
July 2, 2012 at 2:18 am
We had an awesome time!! Pics coming!
July 2, 2012 at 7:13 pm
You know what this means? It means I’ve been reading your blog for over a year!!!
I have an extremely vague and possibly sketchy/unreliable recollection of, after you’d been back a couple of days last year, you being down on yourself for not staying as in-control with food/exercise as you’d wanted on your trip. As I said, sketchy recollection (and I can’t find the post I’m thinking of) but it sounds like you’re in a much happier, more centered place in life this year and that’s really good to see. Sounds like you really did unWINEd
July 3, 2012 at 9:49 am
Wow, you have a great memory Vanessa!! (and yay, a year! hehe) I really did beat myself up a bit after last year’s trip, and this year, I really wanted to focus on NOT doing that. Sure, I ate and drank far more than normal, but I am not going to second guess myself or tear myself down, because the trip, the memories, all of it were worth it! UnWINEd like whoa!
July 3, 2012 at 9:02 am
Posting (again). I miss you! ::)
July 3, 2012 at 9:49 am
Hehe! aww! miss you too! must catch up on posts!